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People with mental, emotional and cognitive disabilities face significant limitations in their daily life. They’re considered disabled under the law. Yet, some people with mental health conditions feel their needs are ignored by those with mobility and other physical disabilities. And, some people with mental health issues choose not to identify as disabled due the stigma of the category.
We talk to Brian Hollander from Disability Rights California, who identifies himself as someone with mental health challenges. Hollander gives his perspectives on why there seems to be division in the community and the steps both groups can take to work together.
Also, we talk to “Megan” a community organizer from L. A. about the journey she is on in becoming comfortable with identifying as someone with a mental health disability.
This episode of Pushing Limits is produced by Jacob Lesner-Buxton, with editing and voicing by Dominick Trevelham.
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Transcript: Disability Movement Tension Spots
Dominick Trevethan (Dominick): Good afternoon and welcome to Pushing Limits, KPFA’s program by and about people with disabilities. We air every Friday at 2:30pm.
This is Dominick Trevethan and today I’m voicing a script written by Jacob Lesner-Buxton. In recent years, there’s been a lot of conversation about an idea known as the hierarchy of disability.
This theory suggests that people of certain races genders, and disability are treated better than others both in and outside the community. People who believe this theory suggest that white men in wheelchairs have historically monopolized leadership roles in the community. The leaders have been accused of ignoring the needs of people of color and those with non-apparent disabilities who find themselves low in the pecking order.
Often, those at the bottom of the totem pole tend to have challenges with their mental health.
Jacob has talked with others who work for disability organizations feeling like they couldn’t share about their mental health issues. Recently, he talked to a therapist with a disability who seemed to suggest that people with mental health challenges are from separate communities.
So, on today’s show, show, we will discuss how the disability community can better accommodate its members with mental health issues.
Our first guest is Brian Hollander, a person with a mental health disability who has worked as a public policy advocate in both California and New York.
Brian Hollander: (Brian) My name is Brian Hollander. I am a disability rights advocate and a public policy advocate. I work with Disability Rights California and much of my work is focused on mental health, especially the intersection of mental health and other disabilities. And right now what I do is supervise advocates who are protecting the civil rights of people with mental health disabilities who live in state forensic psychiatric hospitals.
Dominick: Hollander gives us some historical context as to why it seems there’s this division between people with mental health challenges and those with other disabilities.
Hollander: Well, you know, it’s an interesting question because it sort of has two answers. I think that my philosophy, my hope is that both of those communities of advocates should be working together especially as it relates to centers for independent living and even protection and advocacy organizations to some degree. I think mental health has sort of been like, you know, left behind. not left behind, but historically it’s been the invisible disability that nobody really talks about. Now it’s getting a lot of play, but in some cases for the long reasons.
But I definitely think that more can be done to conjoin the voices of different groups that are doing this work to try to protect civil rights. And I think that, you know, I would say there’s no such thing as disability rights as a such thing as civil rights. And I think we need to do more to unify the voices of especially people in the disability rights community, but really all people that are working for historically marginalized or historically ignored or under franchised groups of people.
Dominick: So is anyone to blame for this division?
Brian: Well, I certainly don’t think anybody started it like. you know, like a schoolyard fight or anything like that. However, I do think that there are a variety of reasons why these organizations and even just people, individuals in general, don’t unify around one voice. One of them is that the disability rights movement sort of was founded and historically grew up around physical disabilities. I think that was a big part of it.
I think also… the different funding streams that provide for organizations to do this kind of work. And there’s a lot of money in programming right now, not a whole lot of money in advocacy. And so it’s hard to sort of put your money where your mouth is on the advocacy level when you’re trying to keep the lights on with the programming money. I think that’s part of it.
I think often just even within organizations. what everybody’s doing is somewhat, I hate the word ‘siloed’ because it’s such a buzzword, but for lack of a better phrase ‘siloed’ in that people kind of tend to focus on what they’re doing.
And in fact, one of the things we’re trying to do at Disability Rights California is internally just familiarize each other more with what we’re doing and who we are and what each sort of unit and department does so that everybody has a better understanding of the larger movement that we’re all working within. And [if] organizations want to start doing that and really bring sort of a single voice to advocacy, then one of the things they’re going to have to think about is what are they doing internally to make sure that happens? And, are they a model of the values that they want to convey to the public?
Dominick: According to Hollander, if there was less division in the disability community, we would be better equipped to deal with the housing shortage.
Brian: There is a crisis of housing in the state, and people don’t want to see people who are in shelter. And so largely what’s going on is money is being, a lot of money is being put into ways to sort of clear people from streets. streets and plazas so that people don’t have to see them in their everyday lives. But whether that’s going to translate to actual recovery and mental health and actually translate to say those people finding permanent housing is definitely up for debate, especially because you know like the Mental Health Services Act redesign doesn’t actually include money for housing. So that’s a big part of it right there.
And also, yeah, I mean, everybody’s chasing the same dollars. And when the dollars come from the people that you’re criticizing, it’s hard to really push very hard. I think that the movement overall is at a crossroads right now. There are people that are from the sort of original, starting you know, generation of our movement.
And I think our movement was originally a very grassroots, very on-the-ground movement. And I think that that has changed. And we still need a ground game. And as we focus more on kind of higher-level public policy as well as again, like I said before, we need to move forward. providing programming in order to keep the lights on at our various organizations, then what has happened is the grassroots work suffers.
And then also, I think you do have a change in leadership throughout the sort of movement going on right now as people are retiring and…
And I think that there are definitely conversations happening now about why are we talking to each other more and why are we talking to each other better? But do I think that it’s something that got forgotten? I don’t know if it’s something that got forgotten, so much as it’s something that just sort of built up around what we were focusing on over the years, not so much that we were deliberately ignoring anything.
Dominick: For years, parents of children with mental health challenges have played an important role in advocating for policies that dictate how this population is treated in society. Some of these individuals believe that parents shouldn’t have input regarding these policies that affect the lives of people with mental illnesses. Here, Hollander talks about the role of family in the movement and why it’s contentious.
Brian: I don’t know if I see it [parental organizations] dictating where the community goes. I do think that there is a push and pull between parents who want nothing but the best for their kids. They want them protected though, and that’s the natural instinct of a parent. But the problem is that protection doesn’t always lead to recovery, and it certainly doesn’t lead to independence and the ability to sort of live a fulfilling life on your own terms.
That being said, I agree with some of these parent groups like NAMI and others that have said that the mental health system has failed people, and I understand their angst. I understand why they’re upset that people are living on the streets when they could be getting help. I understand why a mother would not want her child to be living on the streets of LA and not have any connection to any kind of services.
But I also understand that there are civil rights implications and those have to be received. But yeah, I think there’s a role, I think there’s a balance that we need to find and I think the disability rights movement has to be, honestly, a little bit more realistic about what we’re willing to compromise on in the mental health arena.
Dominick: In order to foster greater acceptance and inclusion of people who identify as having a mental health disability, Hollander suggests that some in the community could be slightly more flexible when it comes to their beliefs.
Brian: There’s a very important rule in the disability rights community of ‘nothing about us without us’, but there’s also a fierce independence that runs to the point of ignoring potential solutions. Like, for example, okay, shared decision making and ways to make that, you know, scaled within the community system and but you know some people have to be sort of given a little push in order to get into services and I think there are ways that we can give people a gentle push without really interfering with their civil rights.
Dominick: Lastly, Brian offers more suggestions for building a disability community that embraces those. with mental illnesses.
Brian: I think we need people with significant mental health disabilities. I think we need people who have experienced being unsheltered, maybe even are experiencing being unsheltered, part of the conversations both at the micro level locally, right? Literally, where are we going to put housing? Who’s gonna come here and serve this community. Who in this community is gonna serve this community? I think we need to be parts of those conversations.
And then, yeah, there are organizations that provide a lot of sort of supportive education around this. There’s like mental health housing first, which is Dr. Sam Tsemberis started that organization. And then there’s intentional peer support, which is really… great because it can teach people how to be partners in recovery with others within our community of you know, people who have mental health disabilities and then also intentionally being there for one another.
And I think these are alternatives to models that involve a more official like law enforcement response to mental health crisis, which I think is the big issue that we have to address is, we’re never going to be able to do that. to engage people who are paranoid if we’re responding to them with police. You know.
And there are police officers, and I just want to say, there are police officers who are great with people with mental illness. I had a brother with mental illness and there were times when police had to intervene and that just so happened that for us, we happened to have officers that had training and we’re good and knew how to handle him when he was in crisis.
But it’s clear if you look at this. statistically across the country that people are much more likely to be harmed by police, than protected from them, than protected by them if they have a mental health disorder in this country.
It starts with small steps. It starts with just participating in what’s going on in your own communities. And I think it’s important to do that and have conversations.
And I think we also then, you know, know, as a community, need to have a larger conversation about, I mean, we really don’t have a strategic plan right now as a movement. And so we need to have an inclusive conversation about that and a strategic conversation about where do we want to be in 20 years? And how do we get there? And we really haven’t had that, and that’s something that really needs to happen.
Dominick: This is Pushing Limits, KPFA’s program about disability. And today, we are talking about the acceptance of persons with mental health challenges in the disability community and beyond. Our next guest is someone in the process of becoming more open about her mental health identity. For this interview she asks to go by the name Megan. Here, Megan shares a little of her journey.
Megan: I’m a community organizer in Southern California. And yeah, I mean, it’s been a long path for me, but I am somebody who has, you know, been in therapy for about a decade and on and off getting support, but just sort of imagining that I was like an anxious person, but I wasn’t clinically anxious or clinically depressed, and kind of sticking to the idea that I was, you know, quote, unquote, high functioning, which is not a term that I like, but that I was maybe like, low support need, or something like that.
But over time, especially over the past couple years, when I’ve both had people in my life who have noticed that my support needs around anxiety in particular are higher than I realize and also when I’ve gotten the opportunity to be in community more with disabled people and people who are advocates around mental health and mental health disability I have been able to see myself in those communities more and more.
And, at the same time because I still am, you know, I have support needs, but they’re lower around my anxiety and mental health disabilities that I don’t want to, like, claim an identity that doesn’t belong to me, but I also want to, you know, own a part of myself and be in solidarity and recognize the political importance of seeing the disability community as like a broad coalition of a lot of different kinds of people.
Dominick: A large reason why people choose not to go public with their experiences with mental health is because of social stigma. We were curious what role stigma plays in Megan’s decision to identify as someone with a mental health disability.
Megan: Definitely I’ve encountered stigma both in the like ableism or perhaps internalized ableism that I’ve held in my own life and in the water that we’re all swimming in. And so like stigma around not being able to, in my case, feeling like if I have mental health disabilities, if I embraced or looked more closely at that identity that maybe it would mean that I was out of touch with reality or quote unquote like a little crazy or you know those kind of stigma stigmas.
And, I think the other piece is not exactly a stigma but I was reading a really great book recently called Against Techno Ableism and it just reminded me there’s stigma that disability means like unable to do things. And it’s true, different people have different limitations and that’s just life. But that the prefix for disability, the word ‘disability’ is different than ‘unable’. Dis can mean like discern or distinguish, like it’s just a different way of doing things. And so I think that’s the other stigma that I’ve thought about is like ‘limitations’ rather than ‘creativity’, which is what I think actually a big part of disability is about.
Dominick: As an active member of the Jewish community, we wondered how its members handle conversations on mental health and disability.
Megan: Just like many others spaces, there’s a lot of growth to happen, like similar to other left spaces in California, where, you know, I’m not the only one for sure, but I’m definitely someone who’s like advocating for COVID precautions and big spaces still, so that they are accessible to immunocompromised folks and others who need to stay safe in those spaces. And that’s, you know, requires some pushing, but it’s met with general acceptance from people in the community.
And so I think it’s something that people are open to, but it’s not like fully integrated into our spaces yet at all, and that it can be that accessibility and disability can be an afterthought and in terms of stigma, yeah, I think probably the spaces I’m in, it goes unspoken.
I’ll say one other thing, which is like in a Jewish community organizing space, I’m in, we’ve been moving at a really, like a really fast pace since October 7th to organize in solidarity with Palestinians and it’s life or death and it’s urgent. And so that makes sense. And there are people, like particular older people but I think also disabled people myself included who are struggling to keep up with that pace. And so there’s not like explicit stigma there but I think there is yeah just like possibilities for both addressing the like urgency of the need to come together and the ways to you know grow the communities and grow the movements that make it possible for more and more people to participate, even if they can’t, you know, be working at that pace.
Dominick: Thankfully, Megan was able to get the support she needs from her colleagues.
I have talked about it with my boss and some colleagues, and I think there is support. I work in a place like this. that is very like centers understanding and, and rejecting and fighting ableism, which I’m lucky to do. And yeah, so it was a supportive environment to do that and I just was offered like support and flexibility as needed.
And if I need to take time off to do that, which I have done, I’ve taken mental health time before sometimes a day or two or up to like a week of sick time before and then in other spaces where I’ve been meeting with other like members of our organization, I have also shared that more recently and I used to talk about it also in the context of like giving support to somebody in my life who has disabilities and in return like getting support for my own mental health disabilities.
And it was like, it was a little bit of a risk for me and a little scary for me to start naming it in that way because like I was saying before, I didn’t want to claim an identity that, you know, wasn’t quite, wasn’t for me. And I also, you know, it is vulnerable for me to name that I have those support needs.
But I have always been, I’m really lucky. I’ve always been met with, with a lot of support. And I think I’ll just say that for the last thing, like that’s been something that is newer over the past year or so.
Before that, I had the same brain more or less. But I wasn’t, I don’t think I, I just wasn’t really accepting that I had a mental health disability until about a year ago, where I just, my support needs became higher. I had a moment where I was like, felt kind of like my brain was in control and I was out of control and maybe I would need to be institutionalized.
That passed and I didn’t have to go to an institution for care. But yeah, I just to say like it took some extreme, what felt like extreme shifts in my own experience for me to start talking about it more openly in my life. And it took me some time to just sort of accept that sick time could be also mental health time because my brain is unwell and needing of care and attention too.
And I think that sometimes mental health time people can think like oh you’re just taking the day off to take a bath and do nothing which may be true for some people, and it may be what exactly what some people need, even if they’re not having any kind of mental health crisis. It’s still okay and good to, I think, to maintain our mental health before we get into a crisis.
So I think that’s one part of it is this idea that either people are just like, you know, messing around if they’re not really sick or in need. But yeah, I mean, again, I work at a workplace that’s very like open and accepting so I was able to name hey I’m taking a mental health week or mental health day which you know you don’t need to disclose by the way but it was helpful for me to name it in my particular workplace.
And I think a challenge for me with that is like the truth is for me to kind of re-calibrate and address my mental health and my anxiety in particular. Sometimes I need a lot more than a day or a week even that it requires some like really deep work and changes so it’s not quite enough, but it helps me like stay away from crisis zone.
So that’s my experience and I’ve had colleagues too who have needed the same and I’ve been able to you know support them in fully unplugging from the work and not feeling you know hesitant about taking the time that they need so I’m glad that I’m able to you know offer that support in return when I can.
Dominick: Lately, Megan talks about the support she uses around her mental health as well as ways that the disability community could be more welcoming to her and others with similar identities.
Megan: I am really lucky because I’ve been able to find a really wonderful talk therapist who has really supported me in moving through my own mental health needs and therapy is really expensive and out of reach for a lot of people and so I think and it’s not the only thing or the thing that works best for people also so and also like same with medication, it took me a really long time to decide I wanted to try something ’cause I was afraid. I thought it would change my personality or I would feel like out of control in some way.
But I think, yeah, just like, for me, something that I’ve learned recently over the past year or so is both like, when I’ve been able to really understand and appreciate that I have support needs around disability and mental health and then like access to support and not shame myself for accessing the support whether it’s medication or therapy or even just like accepting that I have limitations: that if I’m overwhelmed by anxiety in a work situation or a social situation I don’t have to be ashamed that it’s more than I can handle, or I don’t have to push through just because I think I’m supposed to at whatever cost.
So yeah I think maybe it’s just encouragement that folks are thinking about like limitations and support in a way that is really like dignified and about what is possible for us and what we want to do and then the last thing I’ll say too is yeah just again the emphasis on building cross -disability community and solidarity and questioning our biases and our internalized ableism so that we can have a united front to move against the world’s ableism.
Some of the resources that would have really helped me are like some information about language, not that like there’s one way, always one right way to talk about things, but I felt uncertain about with mental health disability, like how to even talk about it for myself and to others.
I think I would love like more history, just a little background on like, there’s so much rich history around both disability but mental health in particular, that I’m really… not so familiar with and that it has so much to do with like also race and gender and so really like understanding that history a little bit more, I think would be really a amazing welcome. And I think the last thing is like in that spirit of solidarity, I think like I would love,
I’m coming in with a specific perspective. and an experience, especially with anxiety, a little bit with depression, although not as much, and like if there’s like some testimony from people with different mental health experiences, diagnoses, not that people are defined by those, but just like what do you want people to know about you and your support needs or what, you know, your reality is like,
And just having a little bit of a window and into different people’s experience and like requests they have for the community would be really cool, too.
Dominick: Jacob and I would like to give a huge thank you to both Brian Hollander and Megan for their time and their input on this program. We would also like to thank our engineer, Rod Akil, as well as you for tuning in. Have a comment about today’s show? Interested in joining our mighty production team?
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